i knew some1 new yesterday.he said he was "captivated" by the pic of my smiling face. hahahaha..he asked for my number--i see no harm in doing that.
and he called me after work..and said he'd like to smsing with me..i said no,coz my maxis kong already..and half-jokingly (we wont know what we'll get) i asked him to just top up rm5 for me..and he did so!! hehehe..(see,told ya) so we kept on smsing till the late hour,when i should already sleep around 8.coz damn tired yesterday..
i dunno what we chatted...about manja2,about cooking..abput how he wish he knew me earlier so that he could meet me earlier--coz he's going to spend his holiday till 2jan @ trengganu (family). so only will be able to meet me after that...
he was also the one who introduced me to use voice sms..well,i knew of that feature,but dont really know some1 to use it with.kinda fun.coz he said he love hearing my voice.at 1 point,he called me around 11++, which i was already sleepy,and my voice is "sexier" than it usually is... (that's what ppl said) and he was surprised, coz i sound different than the 1st time he called me..ehhehehhe
around 12++, i cant help myself la--but i badly need my sleep.he begged me to stay, thru the nite,but reluctantly agreed later on.said he will call me tomorrow morning..
and yeah--he called me this morning.at 7.45!! giler awal..org tgh siap nak gi opis,dia dah sampai opis..hehehe..we chatted for few mins..
hmmm,2nite i'm not going to layan him till late nite la.need my sleep..coz tomoroow i'll be out late,and have to drive to KL
i've been alone for quite a while.when i said alone,means not attached to some1 laa,aiyooo..hehehehe.got 4 BFs so far..
#1 - i tekel myself
#2 - he kaw-kaw tekel me,tp turn out to be poyo..i never liked him,just accept him coz frustrated with some1
#3 - my 1st love.and he turs out to be a BIG LIAR!!
#4 - only both of us knew we are a couple ,sighh..but love him dearly
hmmm,pretty pathetic my love story,eh? so u can see that i've never really been i a solid realtionship.none of it lasted for a year..ampeh..
after the last one--kinda kept on dating new guys..esp when i'm in KL.those who are my frens,will understand laa..everytime solo,i'll surely date around..heheheeh
recently,i YMed with some1.some1 i knew about a year ago,but ever really were fren.cant even remember how we get to know each other,but he's definitely on my YM list--yeah,my LONG YM list =b
we chatted.deep in the conversation,i blurted out that i once liked him.and he said "me too". wow!! funny feelings entered me at that moment..giddy like a schoolgirl, can feel blood rushing up-warming my cheek.havent felt that kinda thing since high school..
hmm,but things didnt went really well..he's far east.i'm in central of Malaysia..even handphone didnt seem able to connect us--since he got a problem with his hp (really). and he cant YM from office,not does he is active online (email,frenster etc) to keep us connected..sighh....
so,i dunno if he is for real or not.i do like him,and i dont know if he truly does..even if he is,only some miracle wil make us together.coz he's not really seems the one who will 'chase" the girl.and i'm done chasing guys.hehehe.esp not those with too many excuses--coz i cant figure out either its true or not..i've quit guessing games longgggg time ago--it exhaust me..
so what now? hmmm,ive changed my mind.i will not think of him as possible some1.just fren maybe,but not more than that.feelings without action means nothing to me..
moveeeeeee on !!
ada jodoh.ade la,kan? =)
